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Author Topic: Was it a spirit or was I hallucinating?  (Read 489 times)
Voice_of_the_Soul
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« on: April 15, 2011, 02:37:42 AM »

Last night I smoked some cannabis to relax.  I was only slightly high, as I only smoked a little. So as usual, I light a candle, put on my headphones, and just relaxed the to music.  The song that I was listening to was by an artist that had passed away (I had the song on repeat on my iPod).  As I was listening it came across my mind that I really admire his music, and that I really wanted to meet him (but knew I would never see him live or anything because he's not here anymore).

I was imagining I was watching him play the song live as I was reaching a meditative state.  Then all of a sudden, I felt the presence of him right in front of me in a form that I don't even know how to describe. I couldn't see, nor hear him.  I didn't sense him in a particular spot in my room.  It felt like he was made up of the air around me.

Immediately I started to get really emotional and couldn't stop crying. I felt that he was right in my face literally. The air felt so thick, like a blanket of "energy" was over me. My heart was pounding really hard (with emphasis).  I didn't see him, my mind was blank, all I saw was the things my room from the candlelight, but his presence was undeniable.  There were no words, all I rememebr was that I kept saying in my head, "oh my gosh, I can't believe this is happening."  Even though I respect him, I was a bit scared and wanted him to go away. I almost wanted to wake up my parents in the other room.
I don't know how long it lasted, maybe 5 mins.  It was the most intense thing I've ever been through.  It was very emotional.  These words doesn't even  come close to describing what I had felt last night.

I know I may have been hallucinating from the cannabis, but this has never happened to me before.  I was nowhere close to being officially high, and I've never been REALLY high before.

Sorry, this is long.
I don't know, I think maybe the song is so awesome that it has the power to do such things to people. lol
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sllim_84
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« Reply #1 on: April 15, 2011, 02:45:12 AM »

ur probably gonna have alot of ppl blame it on the weed, and its possible that it was the weed, who knows what kind of chemicals were sprayed on it as a pesticide. However, it is also very possible u actually felt his prescence. u were in a very relaxed and open state of mind. I know it scared u, but I would try again,without the weed and see what happens. But, I am really sensitive and feel, see and hear things alot and it rarely scares me. I find it intriguing. Really tho, its probably just a one time incident. I get a feeling that he was letting u know he appreciated ur admiration, not out to scare u
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« Reply #2 on: April 15, 2011, 03:14:04 AM »

It was the weed...
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« Reply #3 on: April 15, 2011, 03:43:36 AM »

put down the bong and see if you can have it happen again minus the weed
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« Reply #4 on: April 15, 2011, 04:02:10 AM »

Thats why drugs are bad. Mmm k?
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